why

i hate him i hate him i hate them all just leave me alone leave me alone damn it.

Fuck his rules

http://www.chatzy.com/32608856345875

I'm on now at 9:12 pm eastern standard time, join me.

Merry Whatever You celebrate

With my luck, I'll miss fucking Christmas too.
So.... Who else saw Rise of the Guardians? I loved the movie. Where the hell are my Guardians to protect innocent me, though?

But anyways. It was visionary porn. All those details. Oh my god. I was drooling. The little frost details, the STITCHING, the feathers, the fucking sand... I love Dream Works. Everyone else go home.

Chat

So like, I'm a little more relaxed... I'm here if you wanna talk
http://us5.chatzy.com/32608856345875

The world is playing one big fucking practical joke on me.

This is bullshit. It can't be Nov 25. You're all crazy. THIS COMPUTER IS BROKEN. The internet is playing a practical joke on me...
That would mean I missed my Birthday, Thanksgiving, AND Black Friday.
No.
No.
Fuck whoever messed with my computer. This isn't fucking happening. This isn't fucking FUNNY.
I'm crying.

Forgiveness

Alright, first off, I just wanna say I've forgiven Tom. I'm still a little annoyed with him, but we're both putting in the effort to actually talk to each other and not rip each others' heads off.

On another note, my birthday's coming up, guys. I'm not really in a birthday mood though, so I'm still not sure if I'm even going to celebrate it... But hey, maybe I need some fun, right? Need to keep positive and crap, maybe I do need a little party. We'll see.

Halloween

Halloween was fun. I got motherfucking KITKATS. Went dressed in a bloody white hoody because I felt like it. Jeff the what? :P

... WHO SAYS I AM TOO OLD TO TRICK-OR-TREAT? Blasphemy.

... Oh yeah, I think Tom died. Or he said he was gonna, on our project's blog. 

I'm too pissed at him to actually care right now. Maybe when I attend his funeral I'll cry, though. ):

Last night

Man, I had the biggest headache last night, couldn't even bring myself to capitalize shit. And now I feel bad because I left Raggedyman hanging while talking to him, because my power went out. I'll probably post the gist of the conversation later... Hey, Raggedy, if you're reading this, sorry about last night. But thanks for keeping me company and talking with me for a bit. I appreciated it. :)
 Edit: The chatlog, up until I lost power:


Sophie started the chat
theraggedyman joined the chat 11 seconds ago
Sophie: hey.
theraggedyman: Oh wow, never communicated with a blogger this way. Hey
Sophie: well then, there's always a first time, right?
theraggedyman: True, true.
theraggedyman: And it's safe to assume that u likez mudkipz
theraggedyman: or however that meme goes
Sophie: hahaha, the thing asked what topic i wanted. i just picked whatever came to mind.
Sophie: i was playing pokemon last night, since i couldn't sleep.
theraggedyman: As have I
theraggedyman: Which version?
Sophie: emerald. i still have my gba.
Sophie: i'm such a nerd. haha.
theraggedyman: Ah! Black 2 for me
Sophie: lucky
Sophie: i need to buy white 2
theraggedyman: ^.^
Sophie: still haven't gotten to it yet.
Sophie: got distracted...
theraggedyman: understandable.
theraggedyman: So, you guys think you are being followed by the tall guy huh?
Sophie: ...
Sophie: tom thinks i'm full of shit
Sophie: ):
theraggedyman: Well I'm taking your word for it.
Sophie: but no, 'we' don't think we're being followed by anything, as far as i can tell you...
Sophie: ... i think ava's starting to think otherwise.
Sophie: i'm angry she went by herself. she shouldn't have done that.
Sophie: so, what's with /you/?
theraggedyman: Oh?
Sophie: you wanted to talk. you've been following the project for a while, right?
Sophie: or... the butchered mess of a project we canceled.
theraggedyman: Indeed I have been following and I tell you right now. You ARE being followed by someone/something.
Sophie: ...
Sophie: how would you know?
Sophie: for sure?
theraggedyman: Tom completely flipping his shit and ending the project so abruptly, Luca getting ill, Ava blatantly lying about what happened in the forest.
Sophie: ... are you still there?
Sophie: Oh, okay, you were typing.
Sophie: sorry
theraggedyman: And the things outside your window.
Sophie: ... fingers.
Sophie: i saw fingers
Sophie: you didn't hear that from me, though.
theraggedyman: length? race?
Sophie: or well... i guess it'll be out there eventually that i said that. tom'll bitch at me for it, too.
Sophie: hahahaha. race.
Sophie: hilarious.
theraggedyman: Could've picked a better word.
Sophie: oh shit
Sophie: shit
Sophie: shit

ugh

coughing my head off. fuckin allergies.

Been keeping a journal

Why am I not surprised that it isn't helping like people say they're supposed to? Lately I've felt really bad, not sick, just bad. I'm not sure why. Maybe it's nerves or something, but writing down my feelings on paper hasn't helped. My mom's been getting annoyed with me, since I've been trying to distract myself with my iPod.

School's alright, I guess. I'm annoyed with Tom after he pulled a dick move and posted about my blog on the project blog. Whatever though, I guess. It's a free country, fuck if I care. It's not like I've done anything wrong with having a blog.

So yeah, normal, boring time. I might go to see one of the Halloween movies today. Tied between choosing the Tim Burton film or the human-in-a-place-for-monsters flick.

Ugh

Now Tom and Ava are fighting. I swear to Hussie those two are like, perfect for eachother. They better make me the godmother when they grow the hell up and have kids. I expect ten godchildren.

First Post

So hey there, my name's Sophie. I found out about this site through a school project, so now that I'm here I guess I'm here to stay...

This'll probably turn into one of those 'Vent'/Personal blogs that you won't really give a shit about, but whatever. I'm totallllllllly still doing this.